Yes, time is the biggest problem here, for me too.
I thought you had seen the "temple" in my posts about the tarot cards, it was inside a former chapel. Here is a picture (it was actually never completely finished):
I tried to have the corners in positions, where I saw the biggest turning points.
It seems our senses are often tuned to be particularly sensitive towards things which are the most relevant in our lives. No wonder that card popped out at you. I actually never called it the hanged man, as I find that misleading, when one is not familiar with the underlying mythology.
I chose a different term, which is hard to translate "Prüfung"... something like a test, but in a sense of initiation... I also include the aspect of "Sacrifice", in a sense of letting go of old habits or even things, we cling to, but often they only hold us down.
Thanks for sharing this image of the structure in it entirety. You're right, I had seen it before. Only I didn't search back through your page to find it but tried to google search for it when and instead I found the individual cards.
I find so many people, myself included at times, get stuck in this stage. Habits or things we cling to...intuitively knowing the next big step in life only comes by letting go of the old ways, and yet we are so scared and remain clinging and stuck there.
Its hard to find something one wants to look at in a post from some time ago. I wish there was a better search built in here.
A really handy tool is this: http://steemit.pics/IMGManager/index.php
If you haven't found it already. You can add anyone's username and find all the pictures that person posted here on steemit. Even go to the related post from there.
Checked yours and I see, I still have a lot to explore 😎
Letting go is always the hardest part. Things we are used to give a sense of security, even when they are a source of unhappiness...
Am working on my Friday's Tarot post right now... the High Priestess. Curious how you will feel about her.
Are you finished with your son's move? Hope all went well and he likes hid new place.
That is really handy tool! Thank you for sharing that :-)
We finished with phase 1 of our son's move. The bed and the couch and the big furniture. school doesn't start for another 10 days, so I would like to go back next week and visit with him, helping clean and set up more… Mothering and helping him nest.
The work seems to never be done though. next I have to work on my own move. Cleaning out, boxing up, letting go.
Still working on my reply to your comment on "all of me." My delay is not because it's not important, but again because of the magnitude of you shared is so meaningful and impactful to me. Trying to put all of it in the words…