Except for being dramatic on my explanations of things, I never intend to make anything up.
I often sound like an idiot though and sometimes seem to contradict myself in the words I say. Then it looks like I am trying to cover it up when I try to explain what I meant.
I was never good at communication.
I was not made for the entertainment industry.
It just happened and it turned out to be popular.
Your YT channel sucks
That's what the delete key on the keyboard is for. It's not like you're making a 2 hour movie every day. Watch your own stuff before you post it. If it opens you up to criticism and you aren't delivering the message as you would like, start over. Simple.
I often see my mistakes afterward. Or my Mom yells at me for it.