I'm not one to start a conversation, I always wait for someone to have the slightest interest in talking to me. I used to be the one who started it all, but eventually I realized it was just a nuisance and so I decided not to do it anymore. Well, I thought that until less than a week ago I returned to the place where I lived and that is that the effect of being in a city full of many memories in which the crushes were included...
It reminded me again of my first crush in the city that I think the few interactions we had were to see each other at work, if when I was going to buy anything hahahaha.
Watching us as he received the product he bought from his hands, or as he passed the point to me himself, seemed like he was about to give me a nervous breakdown when his eyes ran into mine, Damn it!
that feeling was so beautiful....
I wrote myself, I thought that this time it would be different because he answered me quickly, we talked a little, but it didn't last less than three days to receive a good dose of indifference, today is his birthday and I can't even wish him a happy birthday because he didn't lose the little bit of dignity that I have left. DIOS!
Finding the balance is the trick! I know I have struggled with very similar feelings as well. I tried to write about it in my two posts about my autism. I would love to see more conversations about this on steemit!
We are connected then!!
great story @ vanessazune2
thanks
aw :(
good article, i have been in similar situation as well, keep up the good thoughts i am enjoying them
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