I also like pen-ning down my thoughts at night when it's all quiet and my head gets to focus just a little more when there are no more distractions around. Like urself, an INTJ is also much similar and I can totally understand what ur feeling right now. I happen to be the same now so I relate to this post.
I hope the peer pressure of the world doesn't shift u to do the things u dont want, 25 is still a young age, then again, people in the East marries really early. It's about averagely 30-35 here in the west because people are more career minded. I guess at the end of the day, just focus on being you despite wat others have achieve or have done.
Yeah, like my mind is so loud in the quiet of the night. Makes sense to think that people who journal before bed each night find it so much easier to stay sane.
I think we've talked about this (see I can't even remember if we had xD), I do try but sometimes still struggle with not comparing myself to other people. Not going to lie, sometimes even to you!
It is times like this I question and doubt, but at the same time I remember how God brought me through even bigger things in life.