ADDICTION — Hive

I want to write!
I have a lot to say, I have so much burning me up, but the words won't come to my thumbs.
I know the things I want to write about but I can't seem to put words together.
I want to write about love, about pain, happiness, tears, hope, survival, persistence, strength, hate, deceit.
I want to write about my addiction.
But I can't find the words.
I want to write.

I want to write!
I want to write about mum, about those armed robbers.
I wan to write but I can't find the words.
I've had some alcohol and some food.
I've listened to every music I can and want to listen to.
I've thought about my lover but the words still can't come to my thumbs.
I want to write about my addiction.
I want to write.

I want to write!
I want to write about love making, about violence, about rape.
I want to write about the emotions that ripples through me when I think of her.
I want to write about the squirmy undertones I've felt in the past but the words won't come to my thumbs.
I want to write about my addiction.
I want to write!!!