I know you are hurting and so stressed right now. You feel like you are the only one going through that situation in this world. You hate yourself, your life and your situation and you feel like giving up. But I tell you what my friend? You aren’t alone in this situation. Many people are out there in are worse situation than yours but they are still holding on and they still have hope. So, you too don’t lose hope, just keep trying and praying more to God. Pray to him every moment you get, make him your best friend, your lover, your adviser, your comforter and everything. Trust me He won’t get tired of you and he won’t forsake you. He will always stick by your side, He’ll carry you through that storm, He’ll make you somebody to everyone someday, and He’ll silent all those people who don’t wish you well and all those who think that you won’t make it. Lean on God, be patient with Him and He’ll perform miracles in your life that will give you endless happiness.