Am sorry mam @mermaidvampire I didn't know you're sick until I read this. Life really is unpredictable and thanks God that your mom never left you. I am glad that you have recover from your depression because it will just add damage to your health. Yes, you are right "you didn't want to get sick." Nobody wants to get sick either but we cannot say no if we are destined to face darkness in our life it is God's plan. He really have reason for everything all we have to do is to accept it and surrender everything to Him. I felt your emotions. It was so sad to think that those days that you were stable people were very attached to you because they can benefit from you and when you get sick everybody neglect you because they think you're now a burden a useless one. Been there done that. At least now you know who truly loves you through thick and thin.
God is good mam and you also have a big heart. TRUST ME YOU WILL BE HEALED IN JESUS NAME.
You have strong faith in God I can sense that and faith can save us.. Thanks for sharing here your story.. You inspired me.. God bless you mam
Amen. Thank you, I appreciate everything you said, @cinderz. God bless you, too!
No worries mam @mermaidvampire take care.. Have a fruitful day ahead.