I would suggest smoking an indica if this is your first time. Sativa's are a little more "trippy" and it might feel too strong. No way does this make you a bad person. This makes you an open-minded person. Maybe you won't like it but you are willing to try. On top of that, you researched it thoroughly beforehand so it's not like you are impulsively jumping into it.
Best of luck and make sure you have some tasty snacks at hand.
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