Everything you said and "thought" about was about you. Not once did you reflect on her feelings, other things that might not have to do with you at all?
You want to tell her how she should act and feel about you. If you don't feel like a hero there is no amount of attention some
one can give you to make you feel important.
This is totally about you, and you are going to have difficulty in any relationship. Just because someone is interested in other things does not mean they don't enjoy you.
If you find a girl who wants to change her entire life just so she can bask in the sheer joy of being with.... "YOU", she will make you crazy with her neediness.
You say it all in your comment and better than me @whatsup ;)
@iamnotageek If you really like someone, you will accept that person with their virtues and their defects ... And well, this applies to all aspects of life because, as we say in Cuba, "in life everything always comes with a spoonful of salt and a spoonful of sugar".
Btw, weed is not so bad, alcohol is much much worst and complete legal and socially accepted ... but I am a smoker so, maybe I am been a bit byas here ;)
Very very wise words, as much as they hurt. Thank you for your honesty.
You're right, I do seem like a selfish prick. Not what I want at all.
You have opened my eyes. Wow, what a selfish jerk I have been.