I am so sorry for your loss. I understand what it's like to lose a four-legged friend. It broke my heart, and although I didn't want to adopt (yet) another cat, the universe brought to me three other souls in my life so quickly that I now treasure them and still have a special place in my heart for the one who passed away after 15 years of communion and love—a very profound relationship that I wouldn't compare with anything else. I hope you will find some peace in your heart.