I understand EXACTLY how you feel. I'm a newish user, here just under a month. In that time I have been overwhelmed by the opportunity to solve my financial issues. As I've journeyed along I've discovered:
- A love of writing that carries me further than the desire for financial rewards.
- I can't beg. I wanted to be featured by those who do that thing. Then felt a bit repulsed by the people begging in the comments of those featured articles. I also find the tagging of whales in their articles off-putting. (BUT I can understand desperation, so they do have my sympathies.
What you said resonated with me. I KNOW how to struggle. It's fine I can go on, I am just going to enjoy myself and see how far it goes.
I would like to see less boring content though. I come across some awesome stuff on the "new" page, and always go there when I have time. (Hahahaha, juggling my job, and steemit what is THAT?!)
Peace