I'm sorry for your loss. I still think of dog I had for 14 years of my life, he passed away in 2011. They are like persons to us.
I still keep the ball with his teeth marks and dream with him sometimes. 😪 I hope to see him again one day..in some strange way, I hope you get to see her too.
I also feel your loss, I really wish it would happen as in the movie Dog's Purpose that the dog reincarnates until he finds his first owner. That would be wonderful for us 😞
Never seen that movie, but something rather intriguing happened to me. My dog had some fox blood in him, which one could notice by his fur and tail alone. One of these days my windows welcome/login image changed, and it became a smiling fox in the snow, the eyes are just like my dog's eyes. The fox's smilling expression looks just like my dog. So i like to think they have gone to other place, and they are happy. even thou I don't believe in reincarnation for people :S
Stay strong.