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I've been learning from elder friends since i was 12(now i am 27) and i was always fascinated with biology. I even got into biotech collage for 1 semester untill i quit it due to a depression after my mother died and i broke up with my fiancee 1 to 2 months after that after a 7 year relationship. Beeing fascinated with plants i learned a thing or two about the drugs i use and i was always careful using them... if you chose the path in life with drugs be sure you know what you are doing . What plants you use and use them in doses that do good. Another plant that puts you in the spirit realm is datura. 1 bottle cap of seeds will make you see the spirits for 12 hours or at least that's what the elders in Romania say... datura is also legal yet don't take more than the dose i recommended because it can kill you the
atropine in them can make your heart stop. I do consider making the milky way a yearly ritual now. I do not consider myself a shaman yet i know some shamanic rituals... the most important thing in all of the shamanistic way is use love when making your medicine or you will anger the spirits. Talking to the potions while making them and sending good vibes to the potion is also a very important step. Here's a good site to document yourself about the doses and effects of drugs www.erowid.org

@fenom3n thank you for you amazing reply.... i am sorry for the losses you have had, i completely understand. Loss seems to be another common attribute among people who feel called to this lifestyle. Ive always been fascinated with plants, and higher spirituality....i know datura as well, i havent done it but i know about it, I know a lot about a lot of these things but i just never had any guidance. Im familiar with erowid as wel....i've done ALOT of studying.. I really would like to meet and talk to a shaman....it is something that ive been heading towards for some time now, i know it is going to happen really soon.

My whole life all i have ever wanted to do was help people...but i never knew how i would or what direction id go in to fulfill that feeling. But in the last few years ive felt called to the shamanic way of life. I'd like to hear more from you, so i followed you..please, do the same. Thank you so much.

I've always tried to do good in life to anyone also... If you do want to be a shaman and do good remember you must do good in any way you can... it's part of the shaman way of life. Maby one day i will post about my spiritual experiences and the potions i know how to make... yet for now i focus on my poetry and maby soon on my painting(about following me) i hope you like what you read on my blog if you do it.