Once in a lifetime indeed man, that was enough for me to experience once.
The thing is...I also understand savage behavior in that kind of way. You end up that way and really fast. Life preservation that is what it is all about. But that looting of luxury products, that got my blood boiling so much, that is totally different than searching for food and water
I can only imagine what it must’ve been like , I’m sure you’ve come out a stronger person for it and in the field you work in it’s probably some valuable experience.