ππππ€ NO jean, u are totally WRONG.
never feel that u don't exist or like that.. i think u are so great and i just know that so many more that u thing, they also think that!
but wow, i didn't expect another post from u already.. that's great! keep on going. u write very sincere and honest. i luv it.
ps. all those millions of guys out there on those dating sites and in real life.. they totally missed their chance, so be happy u got past all that! :)