The friend i introduced in my previous post was soon going to show us (his brother and I) how to masturbate. We were shocked, though i had been taught in biology that adult boys produce sperm but not seen an ejaculation before.
As expected I tried to replicate what he did. Then, oil or soapy water was used to simulate the feel of sex. Luckily for me it never really worked, I was too sensitive to withstand such for a minute. I gave up, but the taste for pornography pictures was growing. I soon got tired of just looking at genitals and started checking for sex styles. That was my next level.
I remember one day in school I told my best friend it was possible to see what the big ladies in class were hiding from us. I gave him the website and we parted. The next day he came back asking how I came about such a perverting idea. Like my first time with porn was, his innocent mind was too holy to convince such thought nor behold naked women. I told him it was not so bad as he thought, at least better than sleeping with ladies. We didn't talk about it after then, so i don't know if he kept looking or he stopped looking. I hope he stopped.
Like myself, many guys already knew about this new way of sexual satisfaction. Many days someone would show his friends the latest porn he got in class and right there we all watched. Somehow, it didn't occur to us that we could be caught and the punishment was going to be grave. Luckily, I was never caught. Though looking back I wish I was caught once and for all. The events that followed would have been averted.
Why am I telling my life story?
As I grew older and understood pornography is a shameful thing especially among Christian, I struggled to stop it. It wasn't an easy fight, and I still battle everyday. At first, I thought I was alone in this battle, only to realize countless number of my friends were facing similar problem but no one was talking about it. This is my inspiration to write my story on Steemit. I may be able to help someone out there who is giving up on fighting.If you have similar experience and wish to share with the world, write about it, I shall do well to comment and resteem also. But if you do not want to do so on your blog, that is why Addictionblog exist. Send your story to us on Steemitchat. You can be sure your identity is secure. Together we can beat our weakness!
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