We are sons of God, heirs to His promise. We hold fast to the upward call of God, being baptized into His burial putting away the old and raised in newness of life
Brothers and sisters in Christ, sometimes you have to just let go no matter how much it hurts. God's grace is sufficient. You will have friends and family that will not understand but be encouraged and keep pressing towards the mark, never stop believing, praying always your tears don't fall in vain.
Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
-Matt.26:41
12 Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. 13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, 14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
-Phil 3:12-14
Therefore, brethren, we are debtors—not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh. 13 For if you live according to the flesh you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. 14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. 15 For you did not receive the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, “Abba, Father.” 16 The Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, 17 and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him, that we may also be glorified together.
-Rom. 8:12-17
God Bless