I have been in love with my boyfriend for 10 years / 我和我男票恋爱10年了

我和我男票恋爱10年了，从初中开始到大学毕业。今年我们都保送了同校研究生，约定毕业之后就领证结婚，但是我们现在分开了，因为我的男朋友被他学长勾搭跑了，没错，他跟一个汉子在一起了。

I have been in love with my boyfriend for 10 years, from junior high school to college. This year we have walked the same school graduate, agreed after graduating from the licensing of marriage, but we are apart, because my boyfriend by his seniors ran up, yes, he together with a man.

那个学长我们都很熟，经常一起吃饭，唱歌，出去玩，但我没想到有一天会被一个男生挖墙脚。之前他说学长带他去gay吧去玩，因为好奇，没想到就打开了新世界的大门。他还安慰我说他跟学长就是好兄弟，结果呢？半年前他申请了公费留学，我为了他也申请了。出国之后他突然特别忙，经常联系不上。一个月前他给我留了一封email就人间蒸发，他说我们分手吧，他跟学长在一起了，遇到学长之后才发现之前的一切都是错的，他很纠结，想了很久决定跟随自己的内心，于是他把我一个人丢在国外回国找学长去了。

We are very familiar with the students, often eat together, sing, play out, but I did not expect that one day will be a boy poaching. Before he said that the president took him to gay to play, because of curiosity, I did not expect to open the door to the new world. He also consoled me that he was a good brother with the elders, and the result? He applied to study abroad half a year ago, and I also applied for him. After going abroad, he was suddenly very busy and often couldn't get in touch. A month ago he left me a letter email disappeared, he said we break up, he together with seniors, seniors met after the discovery before everything is wrong, he is very tangled, like a long time, decided to follow my heart, so he left me alone in the country go outside to find a mentor.

他跟他妈妈说我们分手了，他妈妈打电话问我为什么突然分手了，是不是吵架了，毕竟10年的感情。但是我不知道怎么去解释，我总不能跟他妈说你儿子弯了，喜欢男人了。我想不通他是对女生多失望才会去选择男人，我真的很受挫，一个月了，还是走不出来，感觉自己就像行尸走肉，状态非常不好。

He told his mother we broke up, and his mother called me to ask me why I broke up suddenly, whether it was a quarrel, after all, for 10 years. But I don't know how to explain. I can't tell his mother that your son is bent and likes men. I can't imagine that he is more disappointed with girls than before, so he will choose men. I really feel frustrated, and I can't walk out for a month. I feel like a walking corpse. I'm in a bad state.

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