夜半，竟睡意全无，于是写点什么,毕竟有两天没有发帖子了。又一年，接近尾声，翻翻去年的年终总结，像刚写的一样。大概总想把日子过成自己想要的样子，后来发现，还是自己太天真！加不完的班，熬不完的夜，压抑的工作氛围，越来越暴躁的老板的脾气，推崇加班到凌晨的工作方式，工作大半年，矛盾与挣扎，直到最后所有的情绪爆发，统统都滚吧！工作调整稳定后，才跟爸妈讲，老妈说，实在不开心就算了，比起你天天痛苦，我们还是想要一个健康的娃。所以，最大的感动是，无论经历什么，父母的信任与支持，他们总会站在身后，告诉我别怕。虽然，偶尔感觉自己是有那么丢丢任性啦！至于现在，那天好开心和朋友说，终于可以给别人离婚了，吼吼吼吼！
工作中认识的朋友似乎真的比工作本身让我感觉收获更多，偶尔的困惑会和他们讲，与其说朋友，更像哥哥姐姐，经常被照顾，有时候突然觉得好像真的没有像他们照顾我一样去照顾关心过一个人，突然醒悟要学着去照顾别人，从小到大好像关心照顾人的能力似乎有些欠缺，甚至力不从心。 如今，更懂得用心，用心去生活。跌跌撞撞，磕破了南墙，才有了那么一点点觉悟。
不要害怕被生活捉弄，也许那就是生活最真实的模样。不要着急慢慢走，你想要的，未来都会有。
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