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I don't know where that red came from actually. How funny. I can't remember. I have a ton of these from the fountain. I get confused about what to post sometimes. I can't always remember. I think i have hit the wall on photography... but i don't know what else to do. It must be getting so boring for people here. The same thing in a million variations. i'm fantasizing about going somewhere that is colder. windy. I just want out of here so much, But i don't want to go somewhere hot and humid. oh god

You know I would be happy if you posted nothing but reflections and blurry flowers, but I totally understand needing a change of scenery. If only you could migrate north... We definitely know how to do cold and windy here.

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ahhh, i just want to sleep in a bed with blankets and not feel heatsick surrounded by cars and noise and yes see something different. There are only a couple places i can go that are cooler. Taking photos isn't working as well anymore to stop the hopeless feeling. I know it's possible to be happy here. Then i lose it wishing for a decent car with airconditioning or some money for my work or a comfy home with ac or even somewhere to go with someone... it's harder and harder to go out into traffic to the same place over and over and over and over