You have been one of the people raising awareness of Child Sexual Abuse, amongst other dark and hidden aspects of human society. This is IMO, a great service! I hear your frustration and feel versions of it myself. Truth can be brutally twisted and the vocal cords of sleeping Matrixminds appear to dominate and infiltrate all environments, including those that start off with promises and premises of alternative approaches.
I wish you well. May you not succumb to the disease of deep and lasting cynicism. Your feelings sir, are only ever your own to own and take responsibility for, noone or thing causes them in you, although triggers are everywhere. @deliberator, I wish you peace and rest and a recharging of your higher energies 🔆