I am working on it as best as I can now. Sadly, my 31-year-old self can't go back in time and smack the hell out of my 18-year-old self to avoid all of this headache. All I can do now is move forward.
On the point about the prosperity gospel: I whole-heartedly agree. There are few things more despicable than so-called pastors treating God like some kind of ATM, all while encouraging their followers to donate as much as they can to ensure their good fortune. It's even worse than the faith groups that blame someone for not praying enough. In these viper dens, someone's misfortune is simply because they didn't pay the pastor enough.
All the very best. @anarcho-andrei
You are trending in the right direction, sir.