That's such a sad story. Drugs suck. If anything is to come out of that situation is that Zac has introduced you to a really, really amazing time to be involved with crypto. I love that although you've lost all that Bitcoin you still keep plugging away. That's to be commended!
Not a day trader myself, but I can totally see why if you were doing so it'd seem like Christmas!! I'm more of a buy and hold, and prize out of my cold, dead hands type of guy lmao