There are many things in life I don't understand, the Bible is one of them. I don't think it's because of my lack of intelligence, or that my faith is weak. I feel the messengers are bending its meaning based on how they will benefit the most. I am all for sharing blessings, I just wish the church thinks the same way.
I also wish the messengers will stop being limiting in terms of what we can do and achieve with the many gifts our Creator gave us.