You are right on all counts man..... this is hurting pretty bad. I am just glad that I am able to keep my wits about and just absorb as much learning as I can. Next time around I want to be able to make better decisions and obviously both knowledge and information are essential to do that.
This weekend I just had to move away from the city so that I could take my mind away from things. I left last Thursday and came back on Sunday. 3 days of rest, friends and good food really did don wonders for me. Only after resting I was able realize how essential it was that I took that break. I am planning to do that again in a few weeks time :-)
Great to hear!