I am a spiritual person myself and I've found my eternal love :) You might say it doesn't fully exist but for one to express it in writing he needs to feel it, we write what we feel so others can interpret it.
Finding peace and love is hard but when one looks deep enough it can be found, although it has nothing to do with the one we read about, it is the source of expression were talking about ^^
Edit : And you are correct that it might be the saddest thing, because once one sees it he understands that not everyone can understand it and accept it, rather people would abuse you for their own needs.
Can't wait to read more brother :)
Namaste
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