Awwwwwwww dearie... So sorry about your health. Though you are struggling at this time to make something spectacular out, your health is still the most important and you should take that serious first before any other thing.
Jehovah is your strenght.
Steemgigs is already a success, you don't have to get too worked up over that. You do need all the strength you need for us to he better together. Just please be well for us.