I wake up naked. I spend most of my day naked. It's liberating but it's life when you are a dancer, stripper, exotic dancer, titty dancer, whatever the hell you want to call it.
Gotta wake and bake in order to get ready to face the day. I'm young and beautiful, basically on top of the world. I've got life by the balls but I have to crawl through the belly of the beast to literally grind my way through this life. I need to block out the thoughts. Thoughts make me think twice but mostly they are thoughts engulfed in a sea of pain and disappointment. But, I digress.
I bathe because I need to shave my legs and naughty bits which hide behind a tiny triangle of modesty which are called thongs or t backs to the normal civvy. I don't want to be that girl who stinks to high heaven, you know, the one who leaves a smell of budissy all over a good paying customer. Guys will get dances from the stinky girls but then tell the other girls how gross she is.
After the bath comes the war paint. I slap some eyeshadows, among other cosmetics on my face so that I am transforming from a plain Jane ho into a beautimous, colorful peacock. I put my expensive garb on because I am a high dollar tease. The economy is good and I don't know how to save anything. I rake in the cash so that I can buy useless beautiful things and come into the club again tomorrow and do it all over again. I'm taking it day by day, not thinking of tomorrow. I'm unstoppable. I don't understand the word, "no". It's not in me.
I call my cabbie to pick me up from my apartment and 15 minutes later, I'm there in the flesh. The club is a cesspool but supposedly Renee Zellweger worked there so there are stars in my eyes.
It's so dark. I can't see anything. I skirt my way to the back of the club, making my way through the dark into dressing room where the older ladies are putting on their makeup and g strings. None of them like me because I am young and they are old. They ignore me because of the inherent cattiness. I'm 19. They are in their 30's. Some are in their 40's. This is the day shift crew.
....should I go on? If people are interested in more, I will come back and post more.
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