I can feel how hard it is, I lost my father long time ago, when I was not at his side. I pray from the distance, I went back 2 days later, what I could see only his grave.
The only thing I could and can do is accept it as the fact of life, it is only the matter of time. we will surely face it one day. I pray I have enough time to do good things to others, my families and myself.
thank you @sumatranate for sharing you personal life with us. I pray for you and your family, May God bless you and your family always.
I am sorry to hear that you have lost your father. I am sad that you were not able to be with him when he passed away.
We will all face death. I find that I have not comfort in the things I do, but only in God's ways. Thank you for your continued support and kind words. Thank you for the prayers.