You have been really brave these past few days and I could not be sorrier for your loss. It is a very difficult stage to overcome and I cannot begin to imagine how you must feel.
Do know that you have a virtual community to support you. And I urge you to talk out your feelings and thoughts to your most trusted support system. That is an immense experience to go through and I simply wish that you will be able to get through it at your own pace.
I hope your father will rest in peace.
The past few days have been easier for all of us knowing that my father is no longer suffering. Thanks, Aaron.