Ahh!! So sorry dear, please accept my condolence. I know how you feel, I felt so too when I lost my grandpa, yes he was old enough but the value his actions added to my life and many others makes us miss him everyday. But I always console myself by saying that God needed him in heaven and he has to answer and its my duty to keep and follow his legacy. I think you should find some condolence in that too. May God comfort your heart.
Speaking of being in need, honestly, it difficult for me asking considering the above news even though I'm in very serious need of some cash.