I can relate in the sense of depression. Sorry you are having a hard time. I wish I had words to help elevate your spirits.
I know that when I am at my lows, I look to God for happiness. It at least helps me keep moving forward. While it doesn't always help, it's the only way for me to cope sometimes.
I appreciate your comment @bitfiend. I am glad you have a helpful way to keep moving forward, and to cope. It's important we all have something or someone to find comfort in.