Im feeling depress like 2 to 3 days this week because im pressure. We have a role play in English and I'm the leader/director. My group consist of 21 people and one fourth of them is kinda importunate. We have 2 days practice and our story is about Beowulf but half way part only. My script writer is only one and my props maker is 3 and the rest is acting except me. The first day is all about the story and the costume, we all talk about their character and how they can portrait them. Then we have a problem, that night because our script is not yet done and she was only one who writing it. I help her that night through video call on our group chat in messenger. Then the next day our script is not yet finish but we need to print it and practice it. While practicing, they are not being serious about the story. I'm the person who easily get mad and when I'm mad my voice is shouting then I'm begun crying (not like legit crying). We all been busy for the day we need to present it. I'm shouting like an idiot because of how happy they are. I even curse in front of my adviser but for him it is ok. Then the day comes, I'm busy and I'm not eating at all. We still not finish practicing then suddenly the teacher comes and give us a 30 mins preparation. She Is my favorite teacher at all. I decide when we are not yet finish in practicing my script writer will tell the story like an old lady. I see the disappointment in their eyes. When were all finish, I'm telling to my members sorry because it was my fault that they will receive lower grades. I'm super depress that I'm not even wanted to talk. Then my teacher's comment about our presentation. She ask me why I'm crying. She said we all improve a lot and something caught my attentionvon what she said for my group "good directing" then I'm begun crying again like a kid. They all clapping and saying tears of joy.
Sorry for my grammar but I will improve for all of you and thanks for 50 subscriber here that was awesome
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