So here it is. Me. The guy who lost it all. Opportunities thrown my way from left, right and centre. Yet, leave it to me threw them all away, to drop every single ball possible. Now there's just me, all by myself. There's no one pitying me, no one trying to help me. It's all gone.
All I have it my thoughts. I can only think about my mistakes, my failures, my decisions. None of them were good. Not one. Why did the act like they cared? Where are all the people who "Had my back!" Where are they? Gone. What about all those friends? My family? Where the Hell is God? I'm just surrounded by Devils! All sat on my shoulder, whispering little truths into my ear. "No one would care."
"It's for the best."
"Do it, coward."
"Make the right decision for once."
And now I'm sat here. I have no one. I'm so worthless and useless. No one cares, I can see the truth. I can see through the lies, the scams. I'm so helpless. I'm so scared. No, not this time. This time I have control, I'm calling the shots. Should I stay or should I go? I don't know. I'm all alone. All alone with Me, My Thoughts and I.
Except you're not alone. It isn't just you. You may feel that way. It may look like it's just you, but it isn't. There's always someone there for you. Whether it's your friends, your family, a doctor, a teacher or a total stranger. There will always be someone who cares about you. It's never just you or your thoughts. It's us.
(Hey! My first post here so I thought I'd try something new. I wanted to try and do a little bit of "Story telling." From multiple perspectives and stuff. It's short, and probably pretty bad, sorry! Haha. But hopefully some people enjoyed it or could relate or something. Hope you enjoyed this little whatever it was. Bye!)
I like the multiple perspectives. I even think this sort of piece could do very well here with photos and formatting. But don't worry. Most people's first posts don't include those things. Welcome to Steemit! I'm following you and curious to see what other creative pieces you will post.
Thanks! I'll be sure to look into that kinda stuff ^-^