I am so happy that therapy is helping and that you are accepting the help that you need. I am also happy that you are writing about your situation because it will be a good outlet for your to express yourself. By the way, you write very well. I wanted to continue reading. I know that being here on this platform will help you. You will find that although this is a virtual world - humans all come from love and it is a natural state to want to express love and that is what you will get. Keep writing - I will drop by to motivate or just listen - whatever you would like.