I am sorry to hear that and excited to read your storry. I am working on simular issues of love and life, being young and feeling out of place.
I fight my depression also by writing the past finally down for the first time and I believe it really helps you.
Also it makes you stronger and super creative
Enjoy getting naughty and letting your inner demons out 😜😛
Thank you! Good luck to you too xoxo
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