Sad but I’ll make the year productive. I’ll spend a few days feeling sad for myself and the family but will spend every minute with the boys and parents.
I’ll let them nag as much as they want and not talk back. I’ll let my kids do whatever they want and not tell them off. I’ll let hubby buy whatever he wants and won’t get angry Cos I didn’t get anything.
I’ll probably book a holiday to somewhere I really wanted to go if money allows. I’ll also try to eat stuff I normally won’t try so I’ll die knowing I’ve tried before.
Finally I may write a book or blog about my journey and make it inspirational to those going through the same thing. I want to leave something positive behind and hope my little effort can help someone.