REAL LOVE IN A MIRROR
I fought this impermissible love with self-loathing & Hate.
Still, you stood by my side.
I sabotaged you, Spit on you, ran your name through the dirt. I Said too many reprehensible unforgiving words.
Still, You stood by my side.
Deflecting instead of reflecting. Reactive instead of proactive. Condemning instead of exonerating this love is a fail.
Still, You stood by my side.
Constantly berating you shaming you blaming you. I know deep down this is my own self-worth.
Still, You stood by my side.
Cheating lying manipulating down to physical abuse, This dysfunctional dance was well-Rehearsed .
Still, You stood by my side.
Alone and at rock bottom looking in this mirror their you are still standing by my side.
Slowly and subtly I say to myself. I love you thank you for believing in me!
Since we are one and you are me it's apparent I learned to love me.
SELFED MADE
Note:
Happy Valentines Day everyone! Learn to love thine self before you love someone else. If that person departs or vanishes you know you will be fine!
This is fuckin awesome very well worded with a real smooth flow! Good job dude! This is my favorite one so far!
Thank you 🙏 all your work is amazing. 😍Hearing that from you is a good feeling!