Thanks. Iam absolutely motivated. And to have my kids smiling and knowing where i am and that they Så le up with me im the house every morning is the greatest feeling in the world. My worst fear is that my kids will be insecure because of my coming home clean and have to go away for some months and them back again and so on. It's not healthy for them. And the best drug in my life is seeing that smile on my kids face and knowing they love me and that they know i love them . No to brag. But i know iam å good dad as long as i am there.
But the problem is when in have to go away og i relapse. But luckily the last 4 years og has only been about 6 months on drugs. But still i wished there was none. Cant change the past.
To be honest i think addicts sometimes are the best parentes to think like å child.
Addicts are very often childish and some of out devolpments is paused because of drugs so many of us have a great gift leveling with out kids.
Thanks for the support. Hope to grow a little bigger and get noticed so people can learn something.
Mate, you are the biggest superstar for them 😊 as my little guy was for me, when he died - it was strange I didnt die myself, of sorrow - I have got things a bit on distance now so it is easier to live, but I have wounds that never will heal because of this.
At least I am now father for a young guy who has never had a father, since his dad died at the age of 2 - so if there is a God, at least he has done things easier for us with this 😊
Take good care of yourself, step by step we are getting there 😉I am watching you mate, and I will never let you down - just stick to the things that motivates you the most, and it seems that it is your family...as it should be 🤗
Cool. Great way to mange your liferespekt to you.
I feel like alot of parentes feel shamefull to have a good life after their lost.
But i think only the strong and smart contionius their life in a good way.
Your loved one would never wish you to be sad all your life.
Wise words mate, and you are right 😊