Hey man, sorry to hear the bad news..
Way to show some vulnerability, takes guts! Also the way you are owning your mistakes and taking responsibility for your actions is exactly what you need to do to grow from this, but you know this! I didn't think this way until my late 20's, and you will notice there are so many adults out there that never do learn the importance of owning your mistakes. Best of luck in this time of transition, but I think you'll emerge a better version of yourself!
Thank you so much for your comment!