To be honest its only money and we do with our money as we please. I mean you could have a hobby like race cars and spend tons of money building and driving race cars and never earning a cent but be happy, you could be a surfer and want to travel to surf different places.
at the end of the day, we're all hobbyists here! If it pays off financially that's awesome if it doesn't you got other ways of enjoyment through interaction, creativity and so on.
I like this the new insight you gave me! Makes it easy to understand.