I've tried finding reasons to meditate in the past and at the beginning it seemed as a key to live balanced life, but somehow I wasn't hooked at the level to start practicing and advancing. Now, about 20 years later, I have the feeling that somehow I took the right decision for me.
Because I believe, that... in a nutshell... entering one door closes our opportunity for a long period of time to open another door. I feel somehow thankful that I allowed myself to knock on other doors and guess what - I received a reply!
everything is perfectly perfect just as it is!!! ;-)