Jesus the "sun" of god? Lol. You must be the typical 'Murican who thinks Jesus wrote the King James' Bible and the Budha spoke to his disciples in Anglophone. Then again, the Colonies were initially populated by the religious refuse from a heretical kingdom, so such bastardised religious conception is to be expected from their descendants.
If a man intentionally ignores that Aztec blood sacrifice to feed their sun god contradicts Sino-Budhist injunctions against all killing, even animals, then I suppose he can accept your cock and bull nonsense of all religion being the same. I gather that the Christian conception of man's history ending and the interminable Karmic cyclic of the Hindhu system is but "superficial" difference in their perception of the universe, since they both seem to consider the Winter Solstice (a major cyclical planetary event) to be of some significance.
Rather than using some woo-woo magic to rationalise your whims, why not be honest with yourself and admit that all religions are delusions? Since you have some special access to "god" (whatever that is), your decisions must be the correct ones. Your will drives you forward; lose the bronze age crutch.
i comprehend how you feel this way.
i used to be much like that.
However, everything you wrote in this last reply you can only do out of much ignorance. Responding to them would be saying, it wasn't this way, it was that way. But, since i won't go deep enough and long enough into any of these topics, you will continue to think the easy, derogatory stories.
So, what i will tell you is when you, yourself, find magic, then you will understand how incorrect you are. How small your life and thinking was. It isn't something trifling like adding more area to your thinking, it actually adds more dimensions. Stop living in the 3D world, join us in the 6D world.