Trust is a big word for me. I find it very hard to trust people, even myself. Every time someone says they will do something for me, I don't trust their words, and unfortunately I end up being happy that I never trusted. Due to my lack of trust i have been tagged a pessimist. Well, sometimes I'm proving wrong but more often than not, I am right.
My lack of trust has affected my life greatly. It has caused depression, it has caused me to question my relationship with God. I understand that Jesus died for me and His grace is sufficient for me, I understand that He loves me and although I have sinned countless times, He is able and just to forgive me. But I don't trust His word. I just haven't come to understand why a man so strong, important and mighty will care about little and insignificant me.
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