I should be happy for him...
but Im not... and I know exactly why.
and its fear that my father is going forget about what we were working towards...
a good bond.... that wont break.
my father is everything I have and I dont want to let anyone ruin it.... and its obvious Im not the only woman he loves to death anymore....
and it doesn't help that I don't know this woman.... and she already given me attitude and calling me sweetie and shit...
bitch im almost 30 years old... and as far as I am concerned.... you are not my mom.... no ones been my mother in a very long time....
lol end of rant....
I love my dad... and hopefully my feelings will pass... cause I know its messed up to feel this way cause I should be happy for my dad. he deserves a good woman in his life that takes care of him... but that was my plan.
I wanted him to move out here to AZ and be close to me. and I would take care of him and he could live happy in peace.... see me get married and have a baby.... but its not going to be that way.... he'll be far away from me forever.... but boy am I still angry... oh well... I'm trying to communicate with her nicely... but she annoys me. and I cant stand her....
how did you cope when your father got remarried??? or mother??!
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