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@hafidha I used Google Translate (I don't speak French myself sorry) so I write back in English. It is really sad, and hard yes. I miss them every day, and some days are harder than others. I try to write down all the mistakes that have been made, all the corruption that found place so that they can read this later on in life when they are old enough. It also helps me to deal with it. Thanks for your support!

your welcome , just hang in there