Kevin I swear, that happens to more people than you think. These odd morbid questions popping in. Questioning reality itself and your existence.
Insane how somehow we all end up waking up the next day and dreaming on. Playing out your fantasy is really the only option when we are nothing but people floating on a rock in a vast space called the universe or so I like to believe as it gives a hope of endless possibilities regardless of how limited my current situation may be.
Great post!