I do not know how long I was pensive in the corner of my room, I still can not figure out why all this happened, since meeting with you a week ago make me more upset, you are so handsome, so handsome and so good, not everyone can approach you even if only for but I'm a small part of the people who are always chasing you to get this kind of grace, sometimes sometimes I can not talk to meet you, I still remember, long before I know you, you are the man who has always been my idol , and often I dream of meeting and conversing with you, I do not know if this is just a coincidence or indeed we are destined to unite, I also do not know.
Our introduction begins on a hill called pegassingan hill which is located on the island of Lombok, now there is an outbound event organized by the community of nature lovers, that's where I first met you even though in the dream we often meet even though we do not never knew each other. The cool, cool air in the sheer area made me cold, I sat by the tent and was making a bonfire that night, by chance there was an introductory event for all outbound members and I sat next to him that night, he began to open the conversation first, "How are you, my grandfather and your name who?", "Oh well kak, my name is dira, how khabrnya sister too", "I'm good" he replied "and by the way you are school where", "I go to SMAN 1 selong kak, if there is a school where? "," I go to SMAN 1 mataram "he said," you take what majors dik? "," I take science majors kak, if my sister majors? "," science majors also class XII now if the sister of class what "," new sister entered high school kak, class X ". That is the beginning of my acquaintance with kak Akbar, for the week we are there and many events that we follow and coincidentally always in the same team makes me closer to him.
On the last night in the camp and on the hill peggasingan, grand express his heart, he said want to always be a friend and girlfriend, I was shocked even though honestly I did idolize it, but why sebersit doubt appeared suddenly in my heart, "sorry kak, this I can not answer it, I still can not be that fast kak, I also maasih small has never felt the name of love, I beg the same brother to understand my position and condition ", that's what I say to kak akbar, kak akbar silent did not say anything. I do not know whether he is angry, hateful or whatever his thoughts are, honestly I want to be his lover, but on the other hand this heart rebelled, do not ... do not ... you do not know him, that's my heart.
wow i wish he could know that you can't help loving him, because he's the chosen one by your heart. he should actually know that you're ready to sacrifise everything.