It's been a year since I was left in love, sadness still envelops his departure, his face is still clearly depicted, and every night I always cry for him. Every day I visit his funeral and then I kiss his tomb, the memories that have been created are so hard for me to forget, let alone remember the last time you left the world and you cried on my shoulder to close my eyes forever, I kissed his forehead and I wiped wet tears his eyes.
Now it has been even a year since you left me and the world, my heart shattered in silence while remembering you, the tears that never stop crying over your departure that I never wanted, why this happened to me and you, why death separates me and you when intimacy is present between us, until now I am still not willing.
Had thought I left the world so I could see you, but before when I want to end my life he came in my dream, and he gave me advice "do not cry over my situation, I'm here fine, you do not need to meet me, your life is still long, just thankful God's will, be patient someday God will unite our love in heaven ". I always remember those words and that message is what keeps me alive even though sadness always comes to me.
The day passed, I always tried to stay strong in life even though the shadow often came to me and made me cry, but never mind I do not want to continue to be sad like this, I will always try to encourage myself. And I will always put flowers on your tombstone and pray for you.