Day after day passed ...
a week, a month and now exactly a year the light went away and made everything change.
I was a man who was very fortunate to have had an angel in my life. a woman who always adorns my days, a woman who gives strength when I don't know what to do. She is the second woman I really love after my mother.
My name is Farhan, I am a 7th semester student at one of the universities in Makassar, and the woman I really love is named Vira, she is also a 5th semester student, best friend and lover, yeah that's Vira for me ...
Busyness and far apart houses make us rarely spend time together. Only on weekends can we spend up to the sun in the western horizon.
Our communication continues even though we rarely meet. Every night I always contact vira, I always want to know the state of my angel. We passed for days and so on. Even though there is a wind that tries to shake but our love is stronger to stay strong standing ..
The day after tomorrow is March 13th, it's our 4th year anniversary. As usual, we always spend the whole day reminiscing about that moment. I will give a surprise to this angel. I will take her to dinner in a very romantic place and away from the crowds and orchids that decorate it. Why orchids? yes because Vira really likes orchids rather than roses which is a symbol of love.
I also intend to put a ring on her ring finger, yes even though we do not intend to get married now but this is a sign of my seriousness in our relationship and I'm sure Vira will be a good mother for my children someday.
That day arrived,
I picked up Vira at her home at 7:00 p.m. And when I arrived at his house how stunned I was when I saw Vira,
She was so beautiful and elegant wearing a black dress that night. I was like seeing a real angel standing before me.
Once I arrived at my destination I immediately put the ring on Vira's ring finger, and at that moment my hand was hit by a splash of water, it turned out that Vira was crying with surprise that I gave her tonight. and immediately Vira hugged me and said I LOVE YOU in my left ear.
Don't know why I feel weird when Vira says that word, as if I don't want the word to disappear from my hearing. but I didn't show that concern because I didn't want to ruin our program tonight. Arrived at 23:30 I drove Vira back to her house, but I didn't know why I didn't want to let go of Vira's hand and wanted to continue staring at her. But Vira just smiled and said "tomorrow we meet again dear" the word was a little soothing my heart and slowly I took my hands off of him and then kissed his forehead before I went home.
The next day as always I always send good morning greetings via text message to Vira and Vira always replies to my morning greetings. Don't know why this morning Vira didn't reply my good morning. I tried to call him but there was no answer. I intend to approach him at his residence this afternoon. And when I arrived at his house how shocked I was because Vira's house was very crowded with people.
I immediately sped my footsteps into the house, and what I saw was Vira, my angel was sleeping with a white cloth covering her beautiful face with a thin smile that adorned her.
Yes ... Vira is gone. Vira has left me forever. Both parents vira told me about what happened. Vira has been suffering from leukemia for a long time and at 3 this morning Vira felt a pain that she could no longer hold on to and she was rushed to the hospital and breathed her last.
During this time Vira forbade her parents to tell anyone including me. he did not want our relationship to be interspersed with sadness and fear. Vira's mother gave me a letter written by Vira 3 weeks before she left me
do not Cry honey
wipe your tears
I don't want you to let me go with sadness
when you read this letter maybe I was gone
but remember I will always live in your heart
sorry I could not accompany you any longer
but you need to know you will always be my angel
I love you more than this pain that I face
release me with the most beautiful smile from you
go on with your life and be the best
I left my father and mother
take care and love them
don't cut ties between you and my family
I hope we can meet in the most beautiful place someday
I LOVE YOU FARHAN BASTIAN
Yes ... Vera has left
gone forever
and is now exactly 1 year away
but I promise I will never forget this angel
Every Friday afternoon and every month on our anniversary I always visit the grave while praying for him and don't forget that I brought a bunch of orchids.
I also continue to have a good relationship with her parents. I will keep my promise to him to look after his parents.
Vira angel of my heart is gone, but Vira will always reside in my heart. I will continue my life and will finish my studies soon. I will make Vira proud from nature there.
vira is my angel
Live in my innermost being
Hopefully we can unite in the most beautiful place someday
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